I told someone in the morning" I am above emotions"
I  think god was listening> he thot I was over confident. In the evening he let loose my emotions
 the floodgates were opened.
my eyes did rise to mock at me
 my heart did  ope to rock my life
 I let myslf go
 the tears did flow.
 i hoped and prayed
 I loved and lost
 I thot of the cost and the lost
 wat use this life if I cant cry wen I wish to. if I pretend to smile wen there is no joy within a mile.I wish I could sit in the courtyard and howl. alas smile smile there is no courtyard!! and I do not have the courage to howl!!
 
can u come and let me hide my  face in ur shoulder. ?? I wanna smell ur sweat and   snuggle in ur armpit.the dampness and the fumes.
The intimacy and the closeness.
 feel ur lip and the breath
the animal in you
 which comes to life
wen I am with You
 let us be one the animal and I
 why do u stray?? nah not stray.. tis wrong to say that coz ur tied to me. the bonds are too strong. can u break them or I??.no....
 we will bind them stronger and wreak havoc . who knows who cares
 come my love
 my arms do ache
 my heart is awake
the pulses are leaping
 sleeping desires talk to me
 whisper sweet nothins.
 cant u hear em??
 feel em?? come online..i know u will. ur name will flash and my heart wil leap. can I jump across?
 can i make feel with you??

 

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